Seasons will change.....

Posted by S. , Saturday, February 12, 2011 1:07 AM

I've got a different ending to our story,
I know it's hard for you, but listen as I read
Think before you leave.
Tell me that you believe
What fate has been telling me
Bring it back...


What I wanted: For us to start over and really try. Not try to keep going, but to air it all, and actually genuinely try to make it work and to communicate.

What I got: The opposite. It's over.

What I feel: My intuition said it would work this time.

What happens next: I can;t be friends, as much as I want to. I am asking for a housing change. Some mistakes will torment me if I have to look at them every single day. Eventually the feelings will fade, or I'll trick myself into falling for the new guy in VD... but for now, friendship is the complete opposite of what I want, and I just... can't.

Thank god for puppies.